Saturday, 11 February 2012

My mum i so fucking annoying!!! Just because i didn't speak to you in a very POLITE manner, doesn't mean you can come to MY room to have me a fking lecture. You gave birth to me because you and dad wanted to, not because i wanted to exist in this dysfunctional world!!! She said in Cantonese " You know why I am raising you up? To help me (with her fking stupid  easy personal survey worksheet)" Excuse me im not your personal tutor. So what if im your daughter, it doenst mean i have to help you, i thought adults are meant to help and support their kids mentally and emotionally i guess im WRONG!! You trap me at home EVERY single school holidays like a fking PRINSONER, even worst then those who stays behind bars, at least they are not being told what not to do and say.  FUCK YOU.

OH and she said im being rude to Joy as well, well too bad thats who Im. I treat you the way you treat me= = thats who I am, and you cant change the fact about that because YOU MADE ME LIKE that! you brought me up like that with violence and verbal abuse. Not only am I the only one getting that type of abuse, my sisters get it too. In the future if i did something really bad, its all because of you!! your abuse ASSHole.

I seriously cant wait to move out of the house and regain my freedom back!! i mean just because you dont have the time or thoughts of socialising with your friends, doesnt mean i cant. Such a selfish asshole who only cares about DONNA at the moment whos far away from her fragil heart.

All i want is freedom and rights right now. I dont even have the right to poo!! Isnt that ludicrous?!?! Just because theres a bit of stain at the side of the toilet bowl doesnt mean you are going to die from germs!!! Its not my fault that my poo is sticky, I blame on you for not cooking the right dietary food for me, so dont blame me for pooing shitly ass hole GOODNIGHT

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